stepupx_gryffie

Thank you guys so much for your patience. It's honestly been too long since I've written ANYTHING. Sometimes, you just need time for yourself, and this past year made alot of things clear for me. I didn't want to bullshit and write filler chapters because honestly, my heart wasn't in it. But now, I'm in the mindset to finish all of my novellas/short stories/novels so you guys better watch out!

My life is more in order than it was before. I I have a stable job. I have time to myself now. I'm done with school for the time being and I have all these creative juices flowing and they need to desperately be released. So yeah, I guess you could say that I was on hiatus for several months, but that's done with now.

I'm back, bitches.


And October will be my month.

Really.
REALLY.

REALLY.

You're going to critique my story and tell me how much it disappoints you when you have no readers, and your own stories are in a spiralling plummet. Oh. Okay.



Yeah.

NO.

No me gusta.
No me gusta at all.

Don't tell me how to write my stories and what the canon rules are. I am well fucking aware of what it means not be AU. And I can choose to write what ever I want. If you don't understand the point of FF in the first place, then why are you here.

I'm such a herp derp.

Like seriously.
How long does it take for me to update some of my stories?
I'm just sitting here, getting mentally bitch slapped by my need to succeed.


*sigh*

 

I'm sorry, I am. I'm getting to it, though. I promise! I wrote a new chapter for Just Dance and it's posted to review it :) I'm working on Cry For You and Me Versus Everyone at the moment.
 

Be a doll and show me mercy?

And angry, and lost, and alone. And I don't want to talk about it. But I just feel so trapped & I need someone to just talk to me like a regular person. It's so hard for me to give a shit about anything but school anymore. I'm pissed and frustrated and annoyed. I....

am upset.

done. And I'm almost done with Me Versus Everyone [chapter 4] so those 2 things will go in the queue first.

To be honest, I didn't like how my one-shot turned out :( But oh well. I like how MVE is going so at least I won't mess that R/S fic up! I have no clue how to start writing L&B's next chapter though. Like I know what I want to happen but it's so overwhelming to thing about >_<

Hopefully, I'll relax and mellow a bit, before brainstorming what I want to happen exactly & how I want them executed.

Sorry, kiddies, I couldn't put any chapters in the queue in time before december 20th :/ so you'll have to wait until january! But don't worry :) I have new chapters for almost every single novel/novella/short story I have, so the queue will be back to back with my things!

Have a great christmas, don't be afraid to celebrate Jesus' birthday with you and your bad self lol. And rock out, get drunk, steal that bottle of rum, and devour the eggnog.

<3

Err, yeah. I'm really sorry. I hate to disappoint people, including my readers. But my school work has been so hectic that there's a point during the day where the only free time I have is spent watching tv or taking care of my grandma or running errands for my parents. I completely forgot about HPFF for a whole week and I knew that I had responsibilities, and it made me really guilty.

But I'm almost done with this new one shot that I have going on, and Cry For You/Love & Broomsticks WILL BE UPDATED ASAP. So check back every day to see it. Meanwhile, I'll  be completing my new chapter for Me Versus Everyone. As for the schedule that I created to organize my updates, you're going to have to at about 2-3 weeks on those deadlines.

Again, I'm really sorry. I feel so weird too because when ever I sign into the HPFF website I get no reviews and I feel like everyone's sort of just left me, like it's a sort of punishment for my absence. :/ I feel really bad about it. I also updated The Perfect Scene which got over 30 reviews on its first chapter, only to get less than 10 reviews on the second chapter! Now I'm not one to be a review-hog, because that's not my intention, nor has that ever been my focus. But I always liked to think that reviews (whether they be stagnant or steady) were a way of telling me that I was pleasing my readers, that my story was still interesting and that I was still a good writer. I really do thrive on feedback, because if it wasn't for those supporters I never would have started my first HPFF story. I don't know, I just feel alienated by the whole HPFF community but maybe it's just in my head. And I really gave my all on the second chapter of The Perfect Scene, I thought I did great! I was so excited to update that story and surprise everyone with more in-depth detail of stealing Lily's diary :P Haha. But II feel like people don't like my writing anymore :/ Is that a weird thing to think? I don't know, maybe it's because I feel like no one in my life appreciates me anymore. And I don't want HPFF to eventually not appreciate me either. Because at the end of the day, I depend on writing my stories. My imagination keeps me alive. It's just disheartening, I guess...

Off to finish my writing! Leave me a comment, if you'd like :)

Lemme paint a picture for you, darlings :)

I just submitted chapter 2 of The Perfect Scene and the queue is currently 4 days long. So by the end of the week, it should be up!

OCTOBER
Beginning week: Cry For You
Mid-October/End of the month: Me Versus Everyone
End of the month: Love & Broomsticks

NOVEMBER:
Mid-month: Just Dance
End of the month: Monster/Alejandro

I can't believe the last novel I updated was LOVE & BROOMSTICKS chapter 30.

I know that you guys have been kind of left in the dark for most of this summer and it really bums me out that I let you guys down! I know I didn't update barely any stories this summer, and it sucks. My computer got a virus, but luckily I saved everything on a flash drive. But I still don't have internet on my computer and all the new chapters are almost done but I can't even plug them in my computer to finish them *cries* I feel so bad. I was SO READY to update one story after another this summer and now it's mid-august. I feel like a floosy.

The only thing I can promise is that if I get the chance, and I mean any chance, to finish my chapters and use someone else's computer to get to the internet... I will update. That's about all I can promise right now. Hopefully, my computer will get fixed before September. I'm in Uni and I start school this week with only two classes a day until October! Then I'll have five :/ So I'm gonna take advantage of that time and work on my stories as much as I can!

I'm so sorry, guys :( Please, don't lose your faith in me!